Tuesday, June 16, 2015

No shit given.

Life has been hard in Sem 5, due to all the homework, assignments and my part time job. I did not want to give up on my part time solely cause of one reason, it is the best time I could have in my entire week, everytime. I get to learn coffee, make coffee, talk to people about nonsense, being myself in a way. I honestly dont like to deal with all the fake faces and attitudes of the complicated people in uni. Why do you even want to fake? Just show what you like or not like. Taking it to yourself (in a good way) or faking it, doesnt make you look like youre a saint. Somehow, you just look pathetic to me. I 100% agree that I changed completely since semester 1 till now. Honestly, I dont give a fuck to anything anymore. If I ever worry about other people, when will I be happy right? I will not treat you mean or bad, if you didnt do anything wrong. No one is perfect, so do I. I can accept your flaws until certain extend. If you go overboard, I dont care anymore, as long as it doesnt really affect anymore. Even there are dramas in my working place, as long as I do my work, learn my things, have my fun, I dont see why people want to pick on me. I dont care about the dramas as long as im not involved. And I really feel better.