jellyfishblender.bs

Pathetic life.

2011-12-14T20:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I really feel left out, when i thought i actually have some really good friends.
I tried to be good, smile always.
And i guess they think i'm too good to be bullied.
People are saying i'm fat, ugly and some really harsh words.
It really hurts me, for your information.
But it doesn't seem like a matter to anyone.
Now i realised most of the people are treating me like i'm their maid, or just for some companion when they're alone.
I feel like i'm an extra person in this world.
I WANT SOMEONE THAT REALLY TREAT ME WELL WITH THEIR HEART.
The only person that can do that to me is Tessa.
But I think I've hurt her feelings too many times.
Which makes her feel uncomfortable when she's with me.
Primary School, High School.
I REALLY hope that there will be some changes in my future days.

A list of christmas wish.

2011-12-07T22:42:00.000-08:00

Dear Santa,
I wonder, do you actually exist in this world?
I'm from Malaysia. Do you send presents to here when the houses here are without chimney.
Are you really fat? Can you actually jump down from the chimney?
I have a list of wish:
1. I want a blackberry.
2. I want a set of PRGR "Swing" golf set.
3. I want to Australia.
4. I want to go Korea.
5. I want to meet Leeteuk.
6. I want to meet Yesung.
7. I want to go every concert of SUPER JUNIOR.
8. I want to go for SM's, SNSD's, SHINee's and F(x)'s concerts.
9. I want my dad's health.

10. I want a peachful family.

11. I want a warm family.

12. I want a place that we can stay in which belongs to us.

13. I want my mum to be happy.

14. I want my mum to enjoy her life instead of suffering with the really bitchy people.

15. I want my siblings to be happy.

Maybe because i'm not a kid anymore, I dont really believe in your existance.

But this is definitely what i want.

I might be a bad girl throughout the year, but i believe I'm not.

I'm a good girl. :)

Thanks Santa.

An early Christmas wish for you.

Merry Christmas. <3

It's the 200th post.

2011-12-07T22:41:00.001-08:00

Hi, people. It's my 200th post.
happy 200 posts. LOL.

5 Cendana #2011 SMKSBSSKK

2011-12-01T09:28:00.000-08:00

Tough days are over.

2011-12-01T09:21:00.000-08:00

Finally the tough days are over.
The days which we used up to 11 years just for that.
It's totally an amazing fullstop for my high school life.
And so, i decided to make a video for my class.
It was really disappointing when no one actually watch it and comment on it.
Like the wantan thing during the class party.
It was really depressing.
Soon, people started to comment and like the video.
I felt so touch and happy.
Finally my hardwork pay off.
It really means a lot to me.
I know that video means a lot to everyone.
I wish everyone likes it. :D

Short message.

2011-11-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

Wooooo~
It's been 3 days suffering in the exam hall.
another 7 days more to go.
I finally finished the 2 papers that i scared the most.
It's like half of the stress is gone.
Feeling awesome.
Kay. Gtg.
Tomorrow is Maths paper. :)
After this exam, goodbye to my high school life.
Gonna miss it so much, I guess. :)

Girl, appreciate what you have.

2011-11-05T09:41:00.000-07:00

Girl, do you know that you actually have the best family, best support and best people by your side?
I know you're still young to think bout any of these things.
Anyway, you have the best golf set, please take care of it.
Even mine are not as good as yours, but i appreciate what i have.
You have the best support from your mum who willing to send you here and there for golf practices EVERYDAY.
So, stop complaining.
You get to go to course for at least once a week when i only get to go course like twice a year?
Dont get lazy and do what you're supposed to do.
You have the best coach with another 4 assistants that can teach you everyday.
Eventhough we have the same coach, he hardly even comes to my bay to teach me a single thing.
Even i dont have the best golf set, dont have a really supportive family, barely get to see the golf course, no one tells me what to do at what time...
I appreciate what i own.
I'm grateful that i have a golf set.
I'm grateful that i can go for 2 times of golf game a year.
I'm grateful that an assistant of our coach willing to train me.
Even i have mistake, i learn from what i did and accept what i did wrongly.
Please stop your bad habits like overestimate yourself.
And listen to people advices. Dont always give the damn face when you're only 11.
You have a long way to go. High school is not as easy you think.
We are supposed to appreciate what we have. :D

Invisible.

2011-10-06T23:26:00.000-07:00

These days, I was thinking, friends are what to me?
I still remember when i was in primary school, everyone was saying friends forever.
It's so fake to me now.
People can just forget you, like you've never exist.
Whatever, best friend forever, BFF, it's just a piece of shit to me.
People are selfish. That's human's nature.
There might be minority of them outside the world, any corner, who are exceptional.
But guess what, majority people just think bout themselves.
And i guess i'm one of them.
I used to trust freindships.
After several times being betrayed, I will never trust anyone.
I thought I had a really good time when I was in primary school.
But, recently, I found out, not even one of them remember me.
I felt like a little ant at a side, alone.
No one realise that I was actually their classmate.
Based on this experience, I can make another statement.
No one will remember me after my high school graduation.
Even how hard i try to make something that worth people remembering.
Do not blame me when i do something really selfish.
i am who i am.
I've tried to stay positive. I just want attention.
From certain people who i really care.
But nevermind. It's nothing to me now.
Thank you, schoolmates. For giving such a memorable time. T-T

French Macarons.

2011-08-26T00:16:00.000-07:00

It's my sister's birthday. She always wanted to buy herself macarons.

But it's too expensive for a tiny one.

And now, I'm going to make her plenty. :D

For her birthday.

I've never do this before. i just wish my macarons will look good at least in front of the camera.

It's okay if it taste like poo. LOL. But better not.

Wish me good luck.

Do you know the person in the mirror?

2011-08-03T01:14:00.001-07:00

When you have quarrels or fights with your friends, why dont you think about yourself?
Think whether it's your friends' or your problems.
If it yours, change it and apologise to the person that you disappoint.
If it's not you, turn away and dont look back.
It might be your friends' problem.
But, before anything happens, try to solve the problem.
In order to save your friendship.
Prevent is better than cure.
Look in the mirror.
Understand the person in the mirror.
Look into yourself, stop being selfish and childish.
Be a better person. :)

Unexpected.

2011-07-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

Hi, people. It's been a very very long time since i last updated my blog.
So, I'm back here to type. Wow. Such a great news.
Anyway, I am so lucky to get chosen for the national service.
AWESOME. What an unexpected news.
So, dear Malaysia.
I'm now ready to serve you. :D
Just let me finish my SPM as soon as possible. It's freaking me out.
Though I'm not studying very hard which i supposed to. :X
I pray so hard with my knee bent, finger-crossed.
To get the best result i can for the coming trial.
I'm working hard. Just not that hard.
Yung, just pay a little more attention, work a little harder, you can do it.
People usually say that to comfort themselves.
The truth is:
PAY A LOT MORE ATTENTION, WORK VERY HARD, STAY UP LATE.
To get a little better result. =.=
Trust me. That's the real part, everyone.
This is how realistic a world is. Accept that.
Who asked God made you as a human who lives in such a wonderful country. :)

Daebak! :D
Signing off- Yung. BYE~

I'm not perfect. But i was born this way.

2011-06-11T02:22:00.000-07:00

Well. Yeah. I'm not perfect.
I'm just a random girl who walks in the school's hallway.
Lucky that i didnt got slushied.
Anyway, just someone with some not really good academic.
With okay-grade of co-curricular.
Learn music.
But, who cares...
I'm not the person that show things out.
Okay, I do. Only to people i'm really close with.
I wonder why people like to compare themselves with others.
No one in this world is perfect. Neither you are.
It just hurts your own feeling when you fail.
You're born this way. So just accept who you are. :)

조권♥가인

2011-05-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

I've been watching "we got married" recently.

For Adam couple, which made up of Jokwon (2am) and Gain (B.E.G).

They're totally awesome.

They knew each other before the show.

they acted awkwardly at the beginning of the show.

Eventually, Slowly, Gradually..

They fell in love.

And the song " we fell in love" is produced.

They started to know each other better.
Care for each other, make fun of each other.

Share their best and worst moment together.

Jokwon even made Gain a song, The day i confessed.

They had their first kiss in Bali.

Happy things will always come to an end.

They had their 1st anniversary with SeuLong and Jea at Jejudo.

It was a success.

They appreciate each other.

They had their second Christmas together.

Jokwon sang Gain "Happy Go".

They had a kiss there too.

A few episodes after that, they are called to seperate a.k.a divorce.

Fans were all so sad.

They end their marriage at the radio station Shim Shim Ta Pa.

The place where they first sang their duet, We fell in love.
After that, they ended their last time in the wedding house.

Jokwon made Gain to leave him a message.

Whille she was thinking what to say..

He went out sneakily.

He made a surprise for her.
She was toally touched and speechless.

Just keep saying Thank you.
People in studio already cried like nobody's business.

So am I.

They shouldn't be seperated.

Fans are requesting to re-marry them.

But from what i saw from the Internet.

They divorced due to the busy-tight schedule.

I hope they can really get together.

But it seems like it wont happen.

After their casting in All My Love.

They were said to have feeling as siblings more than as couple.

They are perfect match. ♥

I'm walking in sunshine.

2011-05-19T01:37:00.000-07:00

The exam atmosphere had gradually faded away from my body and the holiday mood is sneaking into my heart.
It's been a long time since i had a proper rest. I miss them so much.
It's coming to an end for the first half year of my final senior year.
To admit the truth, I'm old now. It's OLD.
The first half year of school time is gonna end in 1 week plus.
I'm looking forward to the sleepover!
Hope it's gonna work and we can gather around to chit-chat bout stupid stuff.
I enjoy doing this with them. :D

Today was a really bad day.
BEcause of Add Maths and some reason, most of us cried. Due to some specific reason.
Ling Ling! Go Go Go!!

Gotta Off!
Bye~ Mr Owl. :)
-Yung Yung-

Oh God.

2011-03-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

I prayed so hard, but You didnt hear me... Is it because You're busy helping victims in Japan?
MSSM just finished. It was a disaster to me.
Hundred over strokes.
Played like a beginner. Shouldnt be forgiven.
I should have play better!
No point to do the talk now, it's over.
However, I had fun.
People there are awesome.
Especially the brothers.
IMAN AND SAFIZAN!
Safizan was chased by me and Iman was forced to buy me dinner. :D
They're so cool.
Sometimes, i feel to be with them. Better to be at home.

- The word "I love you" is easy to write with your hand, but hard to write with your heart. -

Half-relief.

2011-02-18T08:22:00.000-08:00

YESSS! 1 week over. Isnt that awesome?
Which also means my tournament is coming nearer.
Pfft. Nevermind, the day will still come.
Oh. The most important exam week is here.
Hi, how are you. LOL.
At least 1 week is over. 1 more week to go. Hehe.

Kay, that's all.
Signing off, Yung.
:D

-Wait till my turn. And i know the day will be here.-

Stressed out.

2011-02-12T07:17:00.000-08:00

I'm totally strssed out for now. It's because of the bloody exam.
And of course, teacher's not-going-to-finish homework. Like a little mountain.
That really annoys me. Though i did my homework everyime, but it seems like, when teacher asked for it, never finished.
That's the fucking part.
And it's exam. Kills me.
Right on my throat.
Cause i'm not well-prepared.
Damn it. Life really sucks.
Really looking forward to the holidays.
I can see him waving to me. Miles away. =.=
I will ask for more resting time by then.
Hope my tournament wont touch any of my exam or holiday.
Ohh. And my golf. Good to know. It's not improving but the opposite way.
Real depressed.
Everything is just not going the right way.

It's not mine. Never be. But i wish it is. :)

Hello, baby.

2011-01-28T06:05:00.000-08:00

Hello, my friendssss.
There probably no one concern about my blog anymore.
Cause I didnt sign in for quite some time. You may use decade to describe it.
It's a total new year!
Anyway, this is the real time for me to die for exam. Really sacrifice for it.

I really got no idea what to blog after leaving my blog alone for months.

So, here i off. :D
Bye.

Abandoned blog.

2010-12-19T22:30:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo, dear blog.
It's been a long long time since i update this.
Not going to tell anything.
Just want to keep this alive and so, here's a short post.
And wish everyone a great and awesomeeeee Christmas on this coming Saturday! ;D

Failure.

2010-11-07T00:17:00.001-07:00

What the bloody hell happen to my life.
Everything I do, there must something bad up to it.
Hard disc, it exploded.
Fan, exploded too.
Psp, freezed everytime i play.
THEY'RE GETTING ANNOYING!!
PARENTS AND SIBLINGS STARTED TO SCOLD ME AFTER THAT.
WTH is that.

KELLY TAN!

2010-10-29T01:40:00.000-07:00

Kelly Tan, Kang Jimin, Inkster

Kelly Tan, The best Amateur in Malaysia.
Who wins a pro in LPGA! ;D
SHE'S SO FREAKING BERGAYA!!
SHE CAN HIT FREAKING BLOODY FAR!
And, she has the same score as Michelle Wie in LPGA.
Wonderful.
She's the best player in Malaysia.
And she's just 17!!
Bright Future.
She's currently my idol.
I mean since i joined mssm.
She is just too awesome!
*Kang Jimin is the champion of Sime Darby LPGA Malaysia.
-She got birdie in the last hole. :D

Dianna Agron.

2010-10-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

Dianna Agron.

This lady is seriously beautiful.

Like a real barbie.

Even she didnt cast in many series nor movies before.

She has the outstanding look.

Pretty woman.

She's only 24.

Happy Birthday, SHINDONG!

2010-10-02T09:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Late Birthday, SHINDONG!

Cutie Pie!

May you and your girlfriend happy always! =P

Sigh.

2010-09-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

Am I having a big problem with my personality recently?
I can feel that friends are leaving me.
Friends might be those not true ones.
And I know who are they.
Seriously, I know.
I sort of feeling sad when i realized.
But why should I be sad when those people wont be sad for you?
They dont even feel anything.
I'm like some passer-by to them.
I'm saying it out here cause i know not many people reading my blog.
And it's been in the deep side of my heart for some time.
It's bothering me.

To those who expect much from me, and i disappoint you.
I'm so sorry.
And I mean it.
I dont know what happen, but i think i did something wrong.
That's why people are ignoring me.
I hope you can tell me my problem and i can work on it.

*Is friend really a true soul, a good companion?*
Sigh.

It's coming to the end.

2010-09-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

Holiday is coming to the end.
What i have been doing in the last 2 weeks.
-.-
I just feel like blogging.
And it's 1.00am in the morning right now.
Thinking of you.
The hopeless one.
The one people keep saying he's an ***.

Watched Devil. It's awesome.
Dont do bad things, or else...
I'm just a failing lame person.
Ignore my "lameness".
Sometimes i feel like spilting everything out.
But it doesnt seem want to let others know.
I cant do anything.
Be the one you should be. Live your life, to the fullest.

-Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe-

Vacation.

2010-09-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

It's good to have a vacation with relatives.
Although i'm alone without family, but yet i'm still happy.
The worst thing of the trip is... I cant online.
And i miss the lappy so much. D:
And msn too. LOL.
Even I shouldn't feel that.
Luckily i brought my PSP, bingo and word search with me.
If not, I rather die.
It's not boring, but just eat.
Beside eating, nothing really enjoyable to do there.
The moment i cherished the most is I can sleep with my cousins in a bed.
3 people in 1 queen size bed.
It's squeezy, but that's the best thing to appreciate.
Cause I know we seldom have the chance to do that together.
We even played cards in the midnight when everyone was asleep.
Shouting and slapping noises around the room.
Which actually annoy others.
But, do we look like we care? xD
Yes, we do care.
And we stopped playing after that.
We started the trip from Puchong.
Stopped in Segamat, Johor.
The other day, stopped by in Melacca to find some food.
Unfortunately, the queue was too long and we didnt have the patient to wait under the sun for such a long time.
So.. We left.
And went to seremban to search for food again.
Maybe due to public holiday, there wasn't any shop which is opened.
Thus, we had KFC there. -.-
Pathetic.
That's our lunch.
So, we're off back to KL.
And had our dinner here.
Perfect fullstop by singing Happy birthday song to my uncle. ;D

Lonely midnight.

2010-09-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

It's 12.30 in the midnight now.
And i'm staying up alone.
Sitting in front of the computer.
Copying the lyrics of Dont stop believing by The Glee Cast.
This lyric is really meaningful.
Read it word by word, it links to what i'm thinking right now.

"Don't stop believing,
Hold on to that feeling"

I was about to give up everything i was trying hard to achieve.
But i didn't. Even i know it wont happen till forever. =/

The stars are beautiful, but i will be the only one who enjoy the breath-taking scence.
How i wish you could come to me and let me lie on your shoulder, telling me: yes, they're beautiful. =)

Here We Go!

2010-09-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

Here comes the holidays.
A 2 weeks long holidays.
It's going to be boring holiday, I bet.
And I'll miss him so much. T-T

Anyway, happy Holidays, Peeps!

-Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe-

SBS Chinese One Day Camp.

2010-08-28T19:55:00.000-07:00

SBS Chinese Camp was a blast. ;D
Yet tiring.
Eventhough there's mistakes and complains, but i enjoyed myself.
So much.
I slept for 12 hours after that camp.
;D
Exhausted.

-Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe ;D-

Regards from us.

2010-08-24T02:09:00.001-07:00

Bryan, how are you there?

It's been so long since you leave us.

We miss you so much.

Did you find your nike or adidas shop there?

Are you living well there?

Is your afterlife good?

Is it out of agonies and illness?

You'll be in my heart.

Always.

At least mine.

24.8.2009

P.s: the photo credit to Kang Wen.

Happy Birthday, BB!

2010-08-24T02:01:00.000-07:00

My BB's big day.

Second BB.

LOL.

Isn't he gorgeous?

Kim Jong-Woon!

예성

I just love him.

Less than teuk for 1 percent.

Such a biased.

Hahahhaah.

Still,

Happy Birthday, BB!

Happy Birthday, Kim Kibum!

2010-08-24T01:43:00.000-07:00

Our charming prince, Kim Kibum.

His big day was on 21 August.

He's now 23. ^^

The drama king in Super junior.
He looks gorgeous.

But I still hope he takes part more in Super Junior activities.

He's just busy in acting.

His interest.

Happy Birthday, boy!

Invincible stresses.

2010-08-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

Can I just hide in my dear pillow and cry?
I just dont want to accept the fact.
Teenagers have a lot of damn stresses to face.
But we dont know that's actually the stresses which kill you slowly.
Without informing.
I cant stop staring at your name, but what can i do?
Nothing much but staying there.
Hoping everything will go right.
Besides, what else?
I'm so not myself these days.
Live your life, yung yung.
They're just asses to forget about.

Btw, coughing kills me too.
Not feeling well in this past 1 week.

It's your life, yungyung.
Rule it! ;D

-By Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe-

Movie.

2010-08-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

Whee~~
Went for movie last night.
Inception!
It was awesome!
I was hugging the whole box of popcorn and swallowed it by MYSELF.
=)
LOL.
Anyhow, that show was nice.
Dreams in dream.
Hmmm....
Can do whatever we want in dream.
Even when we're concious, we at least try something impossible in the dream.
Wake from dreams when we die in dreams. 0.0
It's just too cool. =)
Oh. Ideas can be implanted in dreams.
The deeper you go, the deeper it will be implanted.
They can go into 3 layers of dreams.
Isnt it cool? xD
If i can dream about Leeteuk. =D

-By Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe-

Janetbin, the superwoman.

2010-08-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

If i'm given to have special power, I want to be like Edward Cullen.
Read minds.
If you can read mind, things will get perfect.
Because it's too perfect, it wont be PERFECT anymore. =(
Sometimes, we need some hidden messages to make our life interesting.
Somehow, we still feel annoyed when we dont understand someone.
And they expect you to understand them.
Then, we need to read their mind this time.
To avoid mistakes.

I'm not greedy.
I just want to read SOMEONE's mind.
Yes. Just the someone is more than enough.
The ability to read minds doesnt have to be with me always.
I just hope it appears when I need it.
But i'm grateful for everything i have now.
Thanks god! <3<3
It's just an extra ability.
So, I wont die even without it. =D

-By Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe <3-

Lil' itchy irritating nose.

2010-08-11T23:21:00.001-07:00

I think i just caught a flu.
My nose is so itchy that i cant stop rubbing it even it doesnt help a little.
There's once i even feel like cutting it off.
It's just too irritating. -.-
Pathetic nose.

Speaking on pathetic,
I think my life is kinda pathetic.
It's not interesting.
According to the others...
I have a blur face.
Which i dont know it's a good thing or not.

I want to be tan!!
Can I? [I'm running out of topic, btw.]
Every girls want to be as fair as they can.
Example: Gar Ooi. LOL.
No offence, but it's the thing girls want.
Instead, i'm not.
I want to be the special one.
LOL.
I really want to be tan!
It looks so cool? =)
The thing i can do to tan myself is golf.
Play more.
=D

- By Mrs Leeteuk Wannabe <3 -

Autumn tale.

2010-08-10T02:33:00.000-07:00

Tale that happens in the Autumn. =)
I just feel like blogging.
I dont know what to write.

It's been a long long time since i last see you.
And i'm gonna see you again tomorrow!! =)
She said you're getting hotter?
LOL.
I cant wait to see you again. =/

I keep sneezing today.
The damn nose is so freaking itchy.
Urgh! Just leave it.
Kay. Bye. ^^
See You!

Little Girl.

2010-08-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

Being a little girl can just forget the complicated world for a while.
You still have to face it when you grow up.
But at least, a while is enough to make you satisfy and happy.
It's hard to forget the stresses that people around give you.

Take it as a challenge and move on, little girl.
You go through these to grow.
No one will ever understand your inner pain.
Even you told, they'll just know about it.
Instead understanding it.

Imagine you're the innocent little girl.
Put down everything and just move on.
Life would be easier.
Think less, happier.
Sitting on the swing.
Swinging in the sky.
Throwing every hard part out of your mind.
Smile like an angel.
How nice would it be.
In a little white dress.

Sorry.
My life isn't that interesting to blog.
It'll mostly be my opinion in this blog.
Thanks for anyone who's paying attention to my blog.

Rainbow over the sky, makes me smile. =)

Time Machine.

2010-08-04T23:28:00.000-07:00

I need a time machine!
Is Doraemon here?
If not mistaken, i think he has 1.
And i need it so desperately.
Urgh!

Like what Tessa said,
What I did, had been done.
Nothing that can change.
So, accept it. No subject to be change.

People been complaining that i'm lame.
Obviously I am.
I'm trying not to be lame anymore.
But I like to see people when they have those "zhadou" expression.
HAhahahahahahahhah!
He's just simply cute.
Oh. To those having choras speaking training,
Take care.
The weather is not that good nowadays.

Does a smile really help to make a better day?
If yes, proof it.

-Smile, Uncle Kracker-

I'm asking why.

2010-08-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

Why is this ending so fast without a perfect fullstop?
Why is this happening to me and not others?

I miss the pass 2 nights.
Both nights are awesome.
People who I chatted with are wonderful.
Conversations we had are marvellous.

But, will this ever happen again?
The histories are haunting me again.
Friendships are actually quite fragile if you dont keep it safe and well.
It's like a glass.
And I wish the bonds between every of us wont break till forever.
It broke for few times.
And i wish to keep it safer now.
People, let's keep our friendship which attached with a fragile bond safe and well.
=D

* He's still cute*
I'm actually fangirl-ing over a guy these days. LOL.

So dead blog.

2010-07-31T05:25:00.000-07:00

Bwahahhahahahahhah!
Yesterday was a good night.
=D
And, Peter... Shhhhhh! xD

It's hard to communicate in BM.
LOL.

And this is a dead blog.
Still it will be.
Till after my exam.
=.=

Unspeakable.

2010-07-23T07:14:00.001-07:00

It's so fluffy that i'm gonna die!!
LOL.
Exam is around the corner.
And i'm gonna die.

There's an embarassing day in this week.
Really embarassing.

*I made a broom for the projek sivik thingy. LOL.

No other.

2010-07-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

I need some Super Junior to calm myself.

To calm myself from some irritating feelings.

Feel to dump something on someone.

That's what i did in school.

Throwing Ah Siew to the wall.

Wahahahahahha.

But then got stared by Siew Yan for torturing her baby.

Oh. I even raped the dog.

By stretching her limbs and touch her body.

Ohmygod.

This sounds so wrong.

hahhahah.

Tessa who was sitting beside...

Stared and me and started to laugh.

Like mad.

She always says I'm pervert.

But actually I'm not.

R1 is the most pervert one.

Whahahahhahah!

By the way,

Happpppyyyyyy Birthdayyyyyyyy, Peterrrrrrrrrr!

Kara wont be by your side unless you keep your promise.

LOL.

Kay la.

I was just joking.

Anyway, Still Happy Birthday!

Something has change.

2010-07-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Something has change within me. I believe.
Something has change within us. I believe.
Something has change in our class. It's a fact.

Arguments do happen sometimes in class.
But this is the most serious one since the begining of the year.
Things get right after some discussion.
Things will always get right after you face it.

I want to blog about something. But I dont know what to blog about.
By the way, today is the my first class of chemistry in exclusive A. LOL.

Dazzle.

2010-07-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing related to the title actually.
Anyway, yesterday was my first time attending a malay wedding.
I missed out the ceremony as I was having tuition.
I wanted my sister to record it.
But my damn brother took the damn camera.
By the way, I was there for the groom.
He's one of my mum's friend's son. A chinese.
Who just married a malay.
Seems like 1 Malaysia.
After that, went to Midvalley with my sister and Aidan and my cousin.
Just a walk.

And yeah.
I went to cheer competition.
Wasnt bad.
But it doesnt have those "syokness" in the Anchorz supporters place.
So, went to the cheerleaders seats.
There was much more better.
Anchorz wasnt THAT bad.
But they fell.
I know they tried their best.
=)
Cheer up, Anchorz.
Yee Yan made me cry when she ran to me and hug me.
She was sobbing.

The worst thing is, I missed the CHARM ALL STARS' performance!!!
Urgh!!!

-Shiny stars glowing in the midnight sky.-

Happy Birthday, Heenim! =)

2010-07-10T19:07:00.001-07:00

Just a quick post.

Anyway, Happy Birthday Heenim!

Enjoy your big day.

Heechul~

I dont really know much about him.

But he's part of Super Junior, that's why i love him.

And he's also one of the attraction in Super Junior.

Outsiders will always see him first, when he dress like a girl.

And he does look like a girl when he dressed.

* Edited. But not done yet. Will be back.

Happy Birthday, My fallen angel.

2010-07-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

It's Leeteuk's 28th birthday!

Happy Birthday, My Dear.

Fallen Angel of mine.

Bring the other 12 members along with you.

You'll always be 13.

See how they celebrate his birthday. Link.

P.S: Happy Birthday to my cousin too. ^^

The hilarious essay by 4 Angsana. =)

2010-06-29T23:34:00.000-07:00

The sun is shining on the lush green field.
She awoke at the sound of birds chirping outside her window. She streched and sat up lazily, yawning as she rubbed her eyes. Aware of the awkward silence, she arose quickly. Knowing that she was unable to see, a man approach her and kidnapped her.
She shouted so loud! But no one can hear. She couldn't even see a shadow under the big hot sun. She was panic and struggling with the man. She tried very hard, using her every single strength to escape from him.
At last she had manage to escape from the man. She run as fast as possible till his shadow was nowhere to be seen. Her mind went blank.
She didnt know what to do. She could feel her breathe getting heavier and heavier. She could see stars spiralling around her. NO! She told herself. She had to stay awake. She can faint any other day during assembly or sports practice but not today, not now at least. She took slow and steady steps as she tried to find her way through the forest. She couldnt tell if it was dark or not. Suddenly it fell as it her body failled her as she fell to the ground.
The next moment she she opened her eyes, she realized she was at another place, a room which is all white, the hospital.
She saw a lady in white holding a tray. On the tray, there were some containers containing some pills. The lady instructed her to finish the pills and drink the water. She followed the instructions but she had no idea what happened to herself. She was suffering in pain.
Inside, she was calling for help. But fatigue and the excrutiating pain overtook her insanity. She started to be breathless, but she couldnt scream. Help! She shouted from her heart. But no one heard her. Out at the doorway, a boy dressed in white saw her. He ran towards her in panic. She was trying to say something. She mumbled.
"To infinity and beyond" that's what she said. The minute she finished her sentence she accidentally stepped on a banana and slipped. The flesh from the banana went into her mouth! Instantly the monkeys from the forest nearby jumped out and ate the banana from her mouth. She thought that the monkey loved her so she decided to keep it as a pet.
"'Cheeky! That will be your name!" exclaimed that girl. She's holding the monkey and was thinking what she would do with the monkey. "Hey my name is not cheeky. It sounds so cheesy!", The monkey SPOKE. It actually spoke.
The girl picked up the monkey's tail and bite it. Then the monkey shouted., "Hey No! Stop it. Stop bitting my tail!' that girl ignore what the monkey said. She bite the monkey's tail hardly. So, the monkey cried
The monkey was so upset because it lost its tail. Suddenly, the monkey attacked the girl and bite her butt. And said, "Damn Juicy, bouncy and yummy!!" The terrified girl cried and shouted loudly.
As soon as the girl stopped crying, she attacks the monkey and does what the monkey did to her. She needs to revenge. A bad, evil revenge. She bites the monkey's butt, slapped it's face for several times. And shouted:" Eww!! your butt smells like my grandmother's feet!"
This is how a baboon borns with a reddish pink butt. SHhhhh... We lied.

P.S - It took me so long to type the whole thing. -.-
P.s.s - There's some grammar mistakes.

ABRSM Practical Exam.

2010-06-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

Urgh! I finally done my violin practical exam!
I have no idea what i did inside the room.
It's either i'm short memory or I wasnt paying attention inside.
But i prefer accpeting the fact that Damon has compelled me after my exam. =D
Kay. Stop dreaming.
I totally screwed up everything!
I practised till 11 o'clock the day before.
My fingers were hurting.
I reached that place around 8am.
My exam time was at 9am.
According to my teacher, we have to reach there 45 minutes befour our exam.
So, we reached there at 8 am instead of 8.15am.
The cute examiner starts the exam early.
I was so nervous and freaking out.
It wasnt cold inside the room.
But my fingers were numb and cold because i'm nervous.
That's the main factor that i screwed everything up.

"Good Morning. =D" said the examiner with her sweet and broad smile.
"Good Morning, Madam. =)" I said.
"Good Morning. =D" Teacher Lai Mun, my accompanion teacher said.
.
..
...
....
.....
....
...
..
.
Everything done.
"I'll help you get the door. You have lots of thing to hold." Said the examiner.
"Thank you, goodbye!" I said.

Basically, according to what i remember, pieces are neither good nor bad.
Means Average.
But the second piece was totally out of tune. Like what i usually did during practice.
But I was working hard to get rid of it.
Scales.
Hmmm... Okay. B flat arpeggious, I gave her an extra note.
Sight reading.
I tried my best to count on the beats.
Hope it really works.
Aural.
Best part of all.
Clapping.
Got it right.
Echo Singing.
Last bar was a bit out of tune.
Notice the differences.
Melodic change. But i dont know what i sang. I just made up one to pass it.
The question part.
Not bad. But she asked me about the tone.
I answered major.
But it should be "At first it's major and ends with minor."

End of my exam.
And i'm gonna get slice by Teacher Grace.
Called Teacher Pei Win, my former violin teacher to inform her my "warrior moments".
Oh. I actually finished my exam at 9.15am.
I should go back to school, but i picked to skip.
Sister bought me Subway! =D

I am so addicted to Damon Salvatore.

2010-06-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

Stefan: "I'm going out to hunt."
Damon: " I know you're hungry. There's 2 litres of blood in the fridge. Go get it."
Stefan: "..."
Damon: "Give my regards to the squirrels."

LOL. This guy is so hilarious!
How can someone speaks like that?
And he was actually fixing the clock when he said this.
Oh. And another one.

Damon: "You look better in the modern clothes instead of this."
Elena: "Is that an insult?"
Damon: "That's the highest compliment. You should say thank you."
Elena: "... Thank you."
Damon: "You're welcome."

Kay. Done with the Vampire Diaries part.
Vampire Diaries fever is over.
Here comes the scary part of my week.

The most terrifying days I had in my Form 4 life.
Exam paper distributing days.
The exam kills me.
I really studied for it.
But it seems that the results already proof that I didnt do my best.
I can only blame myself for not working hard enough.
I really can do the questions.
But the answers arent the one that teacher wants.
Just accept the fact, Yung Yung.
No point for looking back the "history".
Move on and work harder for the next.
Anyway, I feel sorry to my exam papers. Seriously.
Have to make a schedule to arrange my time properly.

And I'm having my ABRSM next week.
But my pieces are not really well prepared.
Not well prepared as in, the notes are still not in tune.
My teacher got pissed off.
Now have to practise more for the exam.
Wish me good luck, peeps.

I enjoy spending time with my friends.
I love them.
Thanks to Wei Yee for her lap and her encouragements.

Happy Birthday, Ryeowook!!

2010-06-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

Kim Ryeowook!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

사랑해!!

축 생일!!!

I wish.

2010-06-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

I wish i live in the fantasy, not the reality.
It hurts a lot in the reality.

Vampire Diaries.

2010-06-15T20:43:00.000-07:00

Damon, Elena and Stefan.

The main characters in the drama.

The Salvatore Brother.

Damon Salvatore.

Stefan Salvatore.

Katherine and Stefan.

Elena, Stefan, Jeremy, Bonnie, Damon and Caroline.

Nowadays, I'm dying for this drama.

People casting in it are seriously honestly hot.

I enjoy watching it in late night.

Even it's a bit scary.

Cause the vampires dont tell before they suck someone's blood.

LOL.

Still havent finish the drama.

Taking so long to done the downloads.

Casting:

Elena Gilbert/ Katherine Pierce - Nina Dobrev

Stefan Salvatore - Paul Wesley

Damon Salvatore - Ian Somerhalder <3

Jeremy Gilbert - Steven R McQueen

Bonnie Bennett - Katerina Graham
Caroline Forbes - Candice Accola

Enjoy the drama. Really good. =)

Pfft.

2010-06-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

I got zero mood right now.
Dont ever try to irritate me.
I dont know wth happen to you.

Tomorrow is heading to Ipoh.
I should be excited and happy.
But then I realized I have no transport and room.
So, what am i going to do?
Sleep in the lobby?
Geez!
Please help me.
T-T

Heartbreaker.

2010-06-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

You are the thunder, I am the lightning.
Becareful. Thunder can strike on you at any time. ^^

Once it's broken, you may attached it back to normal. But it's not as perfect as the original one.

This sentence came out from my mind.
All of sudden.
At the moment I received the message.

I feel embarassing.

Life just keep on without waiting anyone, so... move on! =)

Happy Holiday, Peeps!!

2010-06-04T01:08:00.000-07:00

Credits to Tessa.

Yeah. Had a great day today.

I've never try this before.

Collecting ballons around the school.

And poke it after collecting it?

No. Before that..

We wrote the bands name on it first.

LOL.

Yeah. Happy Holiday.

Anyway, I'm seriously fed up with someone.

Do you think you're the only one who has feelings?

Fuck you!

Angry at me just because I angry at you.

Sounds weird la you.

I'm mad at you of course i have my reason!!

Urgh!!!

Anyway, I think i'll be going to Genting this weekend. ^^

Oh.

My cousin brother just came back from Japan.

He brought his children with him.

They are so cute!!

But we have language problem.

I dont understamd what were they talking, and they dont understand mine.

-.-

Their names are: Ryuta and Ayaka.

What time is it? FREETIME!!

2010-06-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

LOL.
I'm a random girl.
Random as in, I never think before i talk.
HAHAHAHHA.

Kay. Today's post is about we finally finish our 3-boring-and-mundane-exam-week.
LOL.
Serious.
It's just like few subjects and i dont know why it take so long to finish it.
-.-
And I'm going to have my golf fever back!!!
Oh. My hands are getting itchy nowadays.
Even i hurt my fingers and it's not heal yet.
But, like i care?
AHHAAHAH.

I love teukkie.
Isnt he attractive enough? =)
LOL.

See. This explains i'm a random girl.

There's a new girl in our class.
=)

Lee Jin is seiously sampat girl. xD
Wei Yee is totally insane when she get high. 0.0
Tessa likes to fuck people nowadays. *.*
ABRSM exam is on his way here. -.-

Blah.

2010-05-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i regret things that I shouldn't do.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
=X
Sorry.

Goodnight.

VICTORY KOREA!

2010-05-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

VICTORY KOREA!

It's just that i like the song and the singer that sings that.

Nothing much.

Dont boycott me for that.

I totally support Malaysia.

LOL.

HAHAHHA!

Anyway, aren't they hot enough to make us melt?

I know someone will say no.

But it's still yes!

LOL.

If you get what i mean.

HAHAHAHA

Okay.

I've been finding photos that related to Victory Korea,

but the stupid google couldn't find any.

I typed "Super Junior Victoory Korea",

And it came out Super Junior old album.

Wtf.

And i got pissed off.

Explaination.

Picture 1: Obviously it's the title of the song.

Victory Korea.

Picture 2: Sungmin.

Isn't he cute in this mv?

Picture 3: Eunhyuk.

As the dance machine of the band, of course he danced non-stop.

Which makes him looks so cool!

Picture 4: That's Yesung.

My second Boy. ^^

He looks totally gorgeous and hot in this Mv.

Serious.

And he got so high. 0.0

Picture 5: My fallen angel, Leeteuk.

Aww....

He looks awesome.

Right? =)

Picture 6: Shindong, cutie pie.

The cutie pie just got his girlfriend!!

He looks hot too anyway.

Oh.

Especially when he's dancing!! <3>

Anyway, I actually printscreened these myself.

Tired.

2010-05-27T03:52:00.000-07:00

OMG!
I'm going to flunk my exam.
Serious.

Moral, I regret to walk here and there the day before exam.
Add maths. Damn you, Pacman.
Biology. Let's hope it's alright.
Chemistry. I'm going to die in the Chemistry world.

LOL.
We still have to stress for 3 days.
Exam sucks.

Daniel Eric Gold.

2010-05-25T03:06:00.000-07:00

Daniel Eric Gold.

Isn't he hot?

LOL.

He's casting in Ugly Betty season 3 and 4.

BUT HE'S ALREADY 35!!

Anyway, He looks hot only in Ugly Betty. =)

Exam kills me.

Especially Add Maths.

Kill me please.

-.-

*I need some MedIcine to make my Self Smart. Do YOU have it?*

LOL.

520!

2010-05-21T01:53:00.000-07:00

20 May.

Brother's and Cousin Brothers' birthday!

Happy Birthday, BROs!

To, Shangshen, Chee Foong and Shing Wei! =)

Geez. Exam.

2010-05-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

Exam? I dont know what's that.
LOL.
How i wish i really dont know what's that, and ignore the thing call exam.

BM, I think it's not that bad.
English, Goodbye.
Sejarah, Rest in peace.
Maths, Pheww~
Physic, kill me please.

Tessa said, The person who invent physics, who is Newton just want to show that he's smart.
I totally agree with that.
Now, I have to love moral instead of Super Junior. -.-
Right. Serve me right.

I was having a chat with Tessa.
and keep on saying...
Fuck! They are so hot!
They're awesome.
Wtf!
Omg!
LOL.
Everything came up just like this.
But it blew off in a while.
Just a glimpse.
Internet Explorer went off itself.
and everything i loaded just gone without saying Goodbye.
I hate them.
LOL.

My mum actually reallize i wasn't in a good mood yesterday.
0.0
It's all your fault.
LOL.
But feeling better now!
^^

-Make me smile-

Homeless kid.

2010-05-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

Homeless kid. T.T

Tessa Phang is awesome.
=D

Exam sucks.
=)

Awesome skintone.

2010-05-08T19:17:00.000-07:00

Okay.

I'm so proud of my skintone and so i decided to post it on my blog.

The photo above proofs everything.

Cool? xD

This is the scar.

Which proofs that i fell from buggy in Port Dickson.

It's already recover.

Ignorance.

2010-05-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Why is the freaking connection so lousy?
Can't take that anymore.
-.-

I hate being ignored.

Kara.

2010-05-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

We're with you. By Kara.

I like this song.

Good one after Mister and Lupin.

[ This should be posted since long time. But it was saved in my drafts. Fail.]

Super junior 4jib teaser. Miinah.

2010-05-06T22:39:00.000-07:00

Woots~

2010-05-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!!!!

Super Junior's 4jib is releasing!!!
WOAH!!!
Waited it for so long!!!
My boys are back!!
LOL.
It's on the 13th of May!!!!

Watched the teaser.
OMG!!!
Teuk is so freaking hot!! @@
They look gorgeous!
But some look weird though.
Anyway, the main point is ...
Teuk looks hot!!
It's enough.
But of course...
THE OTHERS ARE HOT TOO. ^^

Hello, peeps! ^^

2010-04-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

Had an ordinary day.
En. Khairi hurt his back. Ouch.
Just an ordinary day.
Nothing much to talk about.
Just feel like blogging.

Oh. And i told everything to Gar Ooi.
Feel good.
At least i can share with someone. =D
It's a boring day anyway.

Oh. And i got an unexpected message this morning.
I forced him to text me.
But i didnt expect him to text me early in the morning.
Wishing me morning. ;D
*Happy*
That means a lot to me.
Even i found out the message in the afternoon.
I think someone open the message before i read it.

I miss Tessa Phang.
As i said, she rocks my world. LOL.
We've not been talking for 2 days ++.
But she had to pay what she did to me first.
I still miss her. T.T

Get well, Wen Rhu, Sook Yi, Amanda and whoever else who is sick.

Urghh...

2010-04-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

Mind your action please.
You're not respecting me.
I hate people doing that to me.
You better apologise.

Kay. It's so unlucky that everything happened in the same day.
First, we had badminton meeting today.
We practiced.
When i just picked up the shuttlecock, the "bola takraw" from nowhere hit right in the middle of my face which is where my nose placed. LOL.
It's freaking pain okay?
Then, another time is when i was playing the badminton.
The shuttlecock hit the same place where the takraw did.
=.=
It doesnt really hurt anyway.
It's too light.
But i had fun. We danced whenever we scored. LOL.

-I still expect when i already know i'm hopeless.-

Sporty weekend?

2010-04-26T02:22:00.000-07:00

Woo-hoo~~

Yes. Our school just held a cross country race on last yesterday.

Boys were supposed to run 2 rounds which was around 6 km, while girls should run 1 round, around 3 km.

I enjoyed that day.

Yi Shiuan said I ran quite fast until they cant see me after the starting point. =.="

But Lee Jin ran so damn freaking fast okay.

LOL.

Yeah. Satisfy with the result.

This proofs that, fat people like me still can run when i'm serious with it.

I get no. 21 which i think it's good enough.

I want to get that medal next year!!

I must. ;D

After that, I went home for lunch and rest for while.

Around 2.30pm, i continued my part 2 sporty day.
I went for golf. =D

Love it.

I hit 350 balls.

HAHAH.

The next day, Tee-off with Ellyza in IOI Resort Golf Course.

Before Tee-off, we hit 100 balls.

So, we started our game at 9.00pm.

I played like shit.

But unexpectedly, when i total up my scores, i got 95 strokes.

I FINALLY BREAK 100!!!

But putting and chipping kills me.

Good. -.-

After lunch with Ellyza, we went back to driving range.

I saw Nigel there. Didnt expect him to come.

Cause we're supposed to tee-off together.

LOL.

Then he always wanted to challenge me.

How can he play with me.

He's a guy and i'm a girl.

Of couorse he has more strength.

-.-

But then, i hit around 200 balls.

Get really exhausted after that.

Went home study.

Had a good chat with Wilson Gor Gor.

Not online.

Yeah. So it costs.

-.-

- Saw a picture, damn funny.

Pn. Roaini with Sanjiyven's mum. =X

Dont say anything after watching this. xD

Bad Mood.

2010-04-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

OMG!!
I fucking hate the fuckers.
They're so irritating!
Please dont think you're amazing, experienced, or even intelligent.
I can tell you...
YOU'RE NOT!!!
Please don't underestimate people when u're not good too.
You're just an ordinary person who thinks you're better than everyone else.

Anyway...
I want to apologise to those who i hurt before.
Excluding the above one.
I doesnt mean to be so impolite or something...
But just for fun.
If I really hurt anyone, please inform me.
I'll apologise to you, face to face.

Let me be strong enough to defeat the bad ones. LOL.
And, i'm strong enough to stand on my own opinion.

Cant wait for tomorrow's merentas desa.
Cant wait for Sunday's game.
=D

- I only love Leeteuk <3 -

Lazy girl ruins the schedule.

2010-04-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

LOL.
I've been so lazy since i started form 4.
Who said form 4 is a honeymoon year?
Ask him come to me and let me punch him until i say stop.
I totally disagree.

Today happen 2 very hilarious incident.
First, there's an explore race in school.
It's one of the game for the academic month and science and maths week.
As a "responsible" maths club member, i was in charge in one of the station.
So, i did my best to do my job. Me and Yi shiuan in the same station.
Until the last group, it's group 4.
They didnt come. So i went up to have a look.
Instead of using the stairs, i walk on the cement slope.
It's totally a slippery slope!!
But i sucessfully went up.
I saw some shadow running towards, i scared it's that team.
So, I ran down the SLIPPERY SLOPE again.
Unfortunately, it gave my back a crack on it.
To lenghten the collision time [LOL], I used my wrist to support my heavy weight,
Once again, i sprained my wrist.
Yi shiuan saw everything, and she laughed non-stop.
After that, i realised there isn't any group.
It's just other club.
WTH. =.=

Okay.
The next incident is....
I was too tired after the game.
So, i slept in my mum's office after school.
Till 6pm, it's time to leave the boring-when-it's-without-the-laptop office.
My mum drove all the way home.
When i reached home, i saw the dry clothes were hanging there.
No one is collecting it.
I know it's my turn to do it.
But i'm too lazy, so...
I asked my mum...
"Mum, do clothes have legs? Can ask them to walk in themselves?"
That's totally a stupid question!!!
My mum looking at me with a WTF look on her face.
Then she said,
"Put a spell on it."
"..."
I cant believe my mum even answer me.
=.=

I'm stupid + lame.

The 127th post.

2010-04-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

We shouldn't expect too much when you already know there's no chance.

Woah~

Slept at 11.30pm last night.

Should sleep at 10.30pm, but brother attract me with the computer.

So, i onlined for while.

Nigel was lame.

Then offlined.

Tessa texted.

Saying that she's angry because of the tut's picture.

That's all.

Went to school just now.

Told Yi Shiuan about my tuition.

It's the part 2.

LOL.

The couple was disgusting.

Conclusion,

this is a very random post.

Cause i have nothing to do.

I'm going to fail biology.

Dont know anything about that.

No tuition at all.

=.=

Bye~~

- Make my day a good day everyday<3-

Howdy, Pals!!

2010-04-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

Credit to Tessa for helping me to make this wonderful, awesome header.
Thanks. Appreciate it a lot. [I didn't use it at last]

By the way, I'm still finding the damn format for karangan.
Internet sucks at times.
We cant get every information on Internet.
=.=
I wasted 1 hour to find that thing, zero result.
Right. Still trying hard with it.
Patient, Yung Yung.
I'm asking you to be PATIENT!!!!

Okay, there's a new girl in our class today.
She's good. On my point of view. LOL.

I'm not having a good day today.
Was a very depressing day.
The clouds all over the sky.
Cant even see the shadow of the sun.
Yeah. No reason for that.
Not in a good mood, that's all.

When I just online just now, I saw an article.
WOMEN ARE BLAME FOR EARTHQUAKES, says Iranian cleric.
http://news.malaysia.msn.com/commented/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4040334
The link.
What the hell right?
They're totally looking down women.
Read more from the link.

Disaster striking, everywhere.
Beware of your mother earth, humans.
She's having a fever.
Save her, PLEASE.

- Looking at the phone, waiting it to ring. Or even a text. =(

Time by time.

2010-04-15T23:19:00.000-07:00

That's a random title. So you can ignore that.
I'm bored. That's why i'm blogging.

I hate people.
I'm serious.
People are annoying, irritating and blah blah blah.
Do you think so?

Nigel got his new phone.
Veng Sie brought fruits and basket to school today.
Wilson gor gor got even par in his tournament today.
Tessa keeps calling me ditcher.
I skipped chinese class today.
I called Tessa Kitty for no reason.
Yee Yan is sick today.
Wan Jiun get pissed off today.
Wei Yee was going to sleep in physic class today.
Yi Shiuan ate pau today.
Gar Ooi didn't wear her spectacles in the morning.
Wen Rhu laughed today.
Su Ling is going to bring dvd for me tomorrow.
Cik Azimah teached us straight line today.
Sue Fen put two tablets of panadol in her pencil case.
Tiong Chin and Jeff were playing chess today.
Sook Yi snatched my "feng Shui" place today for the sake of the fan.
Qin Ern dug the watermelon today.
Joe Yee waved to me today.
Ker Ikr told me she took my book from the locker after did that.
Wen Jing borrowed my book.
Yvonne "shouted" my name because i accidentaly knock her when she was drawing.
En. Khairi was coughing in front of me today.
Super Junior rocks everyday.

All above are true statements.
Thank you.

I'm lame. I know.

SPAO.

2010-04-13T23:46:00.000-07:00

Bwahahahha. You hardly see me online nowadays.

I mean blogging. =D

Anyway....

I hate someone. But i'm not going to mention it here.

Basically, i hate human.

Humans are unpredictable.

They're annoying too.

BUT!!!~~

I dont hate every human.

Just certain.

Like... I dont hate Super Junior. =D

Bwahahahah.

I had my lisan and oral test in the past few weeks.

I think i screwed everything up.

=.=

I dont want to.

That's all.

I'm speechless.

Just to update my blog.

Bye~

~P.s : Good luck and all the best to wilson gor gor for the tournament. Dont be like me. Kena DQ.

Hey Hey!!

2010-03-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

Yeah. I finally online.
And update my blog. =D
Yesterday was my Birthday. =D
Okay. Not much abt that.

Few days ago was Suju's concert!!!
OHMYGOD!! I seriously love them!!!
Dont know what to say.
They are just too hot!!!
xD

Kay. Bye.
That's all for today.

Happy Birthday!

2009-12-30T06:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TESSA PHANG SHYN LI!!!

I dont have your picture

OMG! We're 3 years classmate already, Tessa Phang!!

I went for golf for so many days in this week. But i love it. It's tiring anyway. I carried the at-least-2-kg golf bag for 8 holes!!!! There's at least 10 km I think. Thanks to Wilson for the 9th hole being my caddy. And also my driver. =P

P/S : I bought psp! And i love it. It's black. I dun like the colour, but it's limited edition and they only have this colour for that. =.=

120th post: MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEOPLE!!

2009-12-26T04:07:00.001-08:00

We wish you a Merry Christmas, we wish you a Merry Christmas.

Santa Claus is coming to town!!

SO?!
Boring+Lonely Christmas.
=*(
LOL.

I've been so depressed for the damn result.
Kay. Bye.

Congratz to those who gets straight A's.
Especially TESSA PHANG!
=D

And Merry Christmas!

PMR results finally out.

2009-12-24T00:00:00.000-08:00

Oh! Damn you PMR.
I want to cry!
[I've been crying for quite long]

Ah!!
i just hate BM!! LOL.
My own opinion.
The far-king BM!!!
THE ONLY B!!!
WTH!!!
I EXPECT MYSELF TO GET 8 A's.
I've been so depress.
NO WAY!!!
chill, girl!
Ah!!
Okay! GO AWAY, BM!!!
D<

Can dreams always come true?

2009-12-21T00:43:00.000-08:00

I found out this picture. I love it. The best hankyung picture i had.

Yeah. can dreams always come true?
I don't think so. Only happens when you really do for it.

Before i forget...
Happy Birthday, Daddy!!

Anyway, this isn't a really pleasant week.
23rd December 2009, Violin trial exam.
Oh my god, I'm going to die for it.
I haven really prepared for it.
cause i missed one month's lesson.
And the pieces are killing me.
Actually the damn countings.
6 quavers in a phrase. metchenome at 120.
Cannot really match with the piano as the teacher is new to me.
I've been complaining this to my old teacher.
=P

24th December 2009, PMR results reveal.
The day that will affect my whole life.
Can I study science class or sub-science?
LOL.
And it falls on the Christmas Eve.
What a happy Christmas i ever have.
Will it be the best Christmas or the worst?
I don't know. I have no idea.
I'm totally blank now.

By the way, I'm looking forward to change my dominant strings!
Wish me good luck in both!

Girl, you deserve to be happy.

2009-12-07T20:44:00.000-08:00

Today, i went breakfast with my parents, as usual.
While waiting for the food, I started to read through the newspaper.
Read, read, read.
Suddenly, i stopped flipping the damn newspaper.
An article attract my eyes! LOL.
It's a bout a girl.
She went out with friends like what i usually do.
she went out with 1 girl and 2 boys.
After they meet each other, they went for karaoke.
On the way, they saw other friends.
After that I dont actually know what happen.
I forgot the details.
Okay, skipped that.
Then they started to sing.
Blablabla.
Slowly, the girl felt dizzy.
And she fainted.
When she woke up, she realized that she had been raped by her friends. The male one. Obviously.
After things had happen, she didn't dare to tell her family.
The next day was school day.
She went to school like usual.
She pretended nothing had happen.
But she heard some rumuors about that incident.
Her best friend told her the guys who raped her spread that out.
The guys had been 2 years classmate with that girl.
She trusted them, and they used to be good guys.
Eventually, she's no longer a strong girl. She's lack of confidence.
She couldnt take the that anymore.
She told her mum.
Her mum brought her to see the principal.
The principal asked the helpers take over the problem.
The helper didn't want to care.
She/ He even asked the girl to transfer to the other school. as far as possible. [Irresponsible people].
The girl reported to the police. Same to them. Didn't want to care.
And now the reporters are giving some help by posting this article.
I nearly cry for the poor girl.
She deserved to be happy. She deserved something better!!
Be strong, Girl!
She's 14 anyway.

Another news.
Another girl, same as 14 years old.
She a prostitute since 11.
What a joke.

P.S: The Hankyung-Leeteuk war. And Leeteuk finally win! Look for more from Sook Yi's blog.

High School Musical Summer Celebration

2009-12-03T22:42:00.001-08:00

What time is it?! Summer Time. It's celebration.

Yea. I went to watch this theatre.

It wasn't so bad that i thought at first.

People who perform are not the real people in the show.

But yeah, satisfy with that.

It's my christmas present, OKAY?!

LOL.

But after that, we're lost in Ampang.

zzz.

Friendship is more than just friends.

2009-12-02T18:16:00.000-08:00

LOL. When i saw my title, I laughed till my heart dropped! =/
Okay. Back to the point.
Yes we went to Yi shiuan's house on tht day.
Then made sushi and cake.
The cake wasnt tht bad.
=D
Oh ya. I went there in the morning, 9.30am. Went back, 10.25pm.
zzz. more than 12 hours.

Short and straight to the point.
I'm lazy to type with those a-b-c words. LOLz.
And i dont know what to write too.

p.s - That night i heard the song "You'll be in my heart", My tears dropped. I know i miss him. Everyone does. =)

SJK (c) Kuen Cheng 1

2009-11-23T23:34:00.000-08:00

OMG!! I love kuen cheng 1.
I'm pround to be a kuen cheng-ian.
LOL. Especially batch 06!
Today it's the last day of third month he passed away.
I really miss him.
So much until indescribable.
=DD

Gathering KC1 '09 batch '06

2009-11-19T19:17:00.000-08:00

I had a great day on 15 November which is a Sunday.
My primary school friends had organized a gathering.
In the past time, gathering usually only have our own class.
This year, they also invited some other classes.
It's nice to gather around.
I had fun pushing people into the pool and also been pushed in.
It was my loudest scream in my 15 years.
I saw many long-time-no-see friends.
Everyone changed a lot.
Out of my expectation.
But some cant stay to late cause they were having school next day.
Some other wasn't so co-operate, organizers planned to push everyone into the pool.
But they just stay in the room not even stepping out the room one step.
Overall, i enjoyed the day most.

p.s: The party is on with him beside us! =D
p.s.s: I need to "renovate" my blog. ;P

Super Junior.

2009-11-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

Ha! Finally I willing to update my already-dead blog. =DD
I'm gonna update my blog with a post about SUPER JUNIOR!! Yes... These days, I'm crazy about Super Junior, especially their 4th album- Sorry, sorry.
It's a hit song okay? LOL
All of them are really awesome.
I bet people who don't really know couldn't even recognize them. They probably only know their group name is Super Junior. rite?!
I'm so addicted to this thanks to tessa. She changed me. T^T
Okay. Nevermind.
The group members are---
Leeteuk [Leader]
Eunhyuk
YeSung
hankyung
Ryeowook
Donghae
Sungmin
Kangin
Shindong
heechul
Kyuhyun
Siwon
Kibum
ZhouMi [Not in the main group]
Henry [Not in the main group]

Super Junior has sub-groups.

First SJ-T. [Super Junior- Trot]

[Shindong, HeeChul, leeteuk, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Kangin]

Second SJ-M [Super Junior- Mandarin]

[ZhouMi, Henry, Siwon, Hankyung, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook]

Third SJ-KRY

[Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, YeSung]

Forth SJ- H [Super Junior- Happy]

[Eunhyuk, Sungmin, shindong, Kangin, Leeteuk, YeSung]

Yeap! They have many sub-groups.

The one I adore the most. =DD

너라고

Class Partayy, Babe!

2009-10-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

Haha! Yeap! We just have our class party today.
Before that, we had Anugerah Kokurikulum.
Vicki and the gang's performance was awesome.
I love that so much!!! I think he called me darling the day before. xD
Cut it short. I don't know whether i heard the wrong thing or he really said that. =/
I just want to say "THE PARTY WAS AWESOME"!!
And i took many pictures. xD The best picture is the last picture i took in school. <3
And we wore our class t-shirt too! =D

Last but not least, I LOVE LEETEUK!! OMG, I can't control myself anymore. I LOVE HIM TOO!

=)

2009-10-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

HAHA!
Finally PMR's over!!
CLAP FOR YOURSELF, PMR CANDIDATES!

OMG! I MISS THE INTERNET SO MUCH!!
LOL!
I DID NOT ONLINE FOR AT LEAST 2 WEEKS!
I MISS MY BLOG!
I MISS SUJU!
I MISS MCYALOR! [THE ONE WHO SPONSOR THE INTERNET CONNECTION] xD
I MISS FACEBOOK RESTAURANT CITY! [LOL]
I MISS MOVIES AND DRAMAS!
I MISS STORY BOOKS!!

I'M GONNA 'EAT' THEM ALL!!!
I'M GONNA FIT ALL OF THEM IN MY BRAIN!
I'M GONNA BURN ALL MY PMR BOOKS!!

CONCLUSION: I don't miss ANY TEXT BOOKS OR REFERENCE BOOKS!

Anyway, you left us 49 days ago. I said goodbye to you 49 days ago.
You will be missed!

Zee Avi

2009-08-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

Zee Avi, Not really a famous singer in M'sia.
She's a malaysian who is not famous in this country but US.

Cool Rite?!
I like one of her song which the lyric is so funny.

The title is KANTOI. LOL.

Lyric-->
Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

Happy Birthday!!

2009-08-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to candice, my sis.

And also...
Tammie! [Want curry for B'day present?]
And...
Sook Yi. [New friend?]

So...
Happy Birthday!

So far it's the best post among August.

You'll be in my heart.

2009-08-27T20:29:00.000-07:00

You'll be in my heart.

Come stop your crying It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight.
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here Don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, Can't be broken
I will be here Don't you cry

Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be n my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
Cause they what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you You must be strong
I may not be with you But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time I know
We'll show them together

Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

Bryan chan-
A big-sized guy with charming smile
elder than me for 15 days!!

His mum said,
"Bryan is like a little Buddha, Buddha belongs to heaven. If you miss him, Just look the sky. Bryan will know."

Wen cai's blog
Yee Thong's blog
Tribute for Bryan
Bryan's mailbox
Di Wern's blog
Chloe's blog
Hong Syuen's blog

His funeral.

2009-08-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

I love his smile.
I love his laughter.
I love his hand writting.
I love his charming look.
I love him very much.
I believe everyone who attend the funeral loves him.

We were lining up.
Took the flowers.
Wondering what to do with the flowers.
Suddenly, went around him.
He looks very pale.
Putting the flowers into his coffin.
Gave him the best wish.
Tears dropped.

We sang songs for him.
It wasn't any song which we compose, but it was a meaningful song.
We sang with tears and feeling that we wanted to show him.
We couldn't sing loudly.
We're sobbing.

I heard bing-ing bang-ing sound.
The nails were hit into his coffin.
My tears dropped again.
I just can't accept his death.
His sister cried.
I went for 2 days.
His sister smiling cheerfully and ask us not to cry.
He doesn't want us to cry.
But today, his sister burst out.
I think she miss her brother so much.

But his parents still stay strong.
They asked us not to cry.
They asked us too sing loudly so that he could hear our voice.

Follow the bus to the memorial park.
When the band started to play music, his mother start saying the music is lame.
She said he always hate this.
He always said that it's lame.
I didn't cry this time.
I promised myself not to cry.

I saw his photo.
With his charming smile.
That smile brings joy to all of us.
I will never forget that.

I miss your smile.
Could you please smile one more time for me?

You'll be in my heart. Always.
My best mate. Bryan Chan Kuok Jhun.

he left.

2009-08-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

He left.
He left us behind.
He's a good friend, good classmate, good neighbour and also a good brother.
I never been to Nirvana Memorial Hall before. Never.
I didn't expect to go.
But the first time i go, it's because of him.
I never want this to happen.
I still remember his laughter, his advise and everything of him.
But now, I don't have a chance to listen his voice anymore.
His image will not fade away in my mind.
Life is unfair.
Life is unpredicatble.
Life is like a brief candle.
But I know he can live better in the other place.
At least he doesn't need to suffer anymore.
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........
...........
............
.............
..............
...............
..............
.............
............
...........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
[1994-2009]
R.I.P, my friend.

2009 is not a very good year.

May god bless u.

2009-08-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

It just so unpredictable.
Life are short.
Life are like a brief candle.
I still can't accept it.
I cant believe the first post after a long time will be like this.
Rest in peace, my friend.
I'll always miss you.

Quarantined.

2009-07-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

Ohmygod! School has been closed down due to H1N1.

Quarantined in house.

Cannot go to tuition or any other public places.

I miss school. >.<"

The worst thing is...

When school re-open, it's trial!!

Oh no!!

LOL

Astro Star Quest 2009 Final.

2009-07-30T20:51:00.000-07:00

Congratulation to Min as she's the champion!

And not forgetting about Kah Fai!

He got 2nd.

It's okay.

NO doubt, Min's voice is nice.

In my very own opinion, It's unfair to Kah Fai.

There's no reason that Min can have a chance to sing again but not Kah Fai.

Sad. >.<

Just congratz!

101th. capture? ka-chiak

2009-07-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

Yes. Due to my sis, i'm now in love with camera.

Know why? There's no reason for this question.

I keep capturing everything in my room.

from different angle, different things and blah blah.

Let me show you some of my result.

Every photo is edited for the text and some shadowing.

The focusing is definitely from the camera.

Original

Edited

Original