Forever so.

Whats wrong with everyone? Is it my problem? Why everyone likes to pick on me? Why everyone likes to leave me? I tried my best to be the one that everyone wants me to be. Im really tired to fulfill everyone's wish. If none of you wish to stay in my life, then dont ever appear. I just want to be myself and the happy that i used to be. Ever since i was in a relationship, everything changed. What the fuck all of you want from me? Dont tell me how stress, how hard all of you are. Im not even better from any of you. I forced myself to forget everything, forced myself to accept all the fact, forced myself to be happy again, why dont you all give me a chance to be myself? Dramas keep happening in my life. I DONT NEED ANY. I just want my life to be normal. Dad, why dont you just bring me along and leave me like this? I just want the best for everyone. I hate being seperated again and again. If i have a chance, I would just run away. I rather to be alone from now on, instead of being clingy to anyone. Not even my family anymore. Kill. Me. Please. For everyone's happiness.