Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Hi.

Hi dad. How are you? Its been half a year. I still miss you so much. Nowadays, when i see dads bringing their kids to walk around, I have this feeling, I wish my dad is here too. Daughter that has a dad is a really beautiful thing. I wish I had more time with you. That day, when I had golf, which was a terrible game, I played so bad that people around me were so scared of me when they see my reaction after every shot. Dad, Wilson said i did not enjoy the game and keep wanting every shot to be perfect which makes the whole game worse. How can i enjoy when i cant play well. I've played golf for nearly ten years. Those shots are not acceptable. I still remember I told you, no matter how bad my game is, I will not allow 3 putts or any top shots in my game. I need all the shots get the best impact. But i did not do that during the whole game. Even my driver shots were screwed. How can I forgive myself? Im not really a perfectionist, but when it comes to golf, I am, for sure. Cause that is the only connection I have with you, with all the clubs that you bought for me. They said my clubs are not good enough, are for kids, asking me to sell it away, but i will never do that. Why didnt you enter my dream? Do you know how much i want to see you, but i cant? Please be here for me.

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