Overthink.

I always put friends as my prior. I totally understand that the way you treat them, do not expect them treating you the same way. I think I'm expecting too much. It makes me really tired to care about what other people think. But I care about your thoughts means I really care about you, isn't it what a friend should do? I really couldnt focus much. I just overthink too much. I rather you tell me off that you dont like me, not happy with me, then expecting me to guess. Please dont pretend that you're okay when obviously you're not okay with me. It's really super creepy. Sigh. Usually, after writing a post, I would be better, but today, this seems ineffective. :(