Release, i think?

Time flies. People grow. Things change. Everyone tend to ignore how the little things can be so important. I dont like people who are really pessimistic. Myself is also a pessimistic person. But I am grateful for what i have. I may not have the best thing in the world, but the small, lousy things are the best to me if I think it is the best. You really dont have to show all your emo post, emo faces everywhere. Thought that, youre the only person that having such trouble. I bet, people have more conflicts than you. Everyone has their own problem, dont do it as if youre the worst. -.-" I may apologize for how i think about you. But if I apologize, doesnt mean that you're right. I just dont want to lose the friendship, cause i know everything need toleration. I know you wont realize all these, but I will do everything to save things up, cause I cherish, even you dont.

BFF?

I have to be grateful. I need to cherish. I must appreciate.
But if I really feel uncomfortable, why do i still have to find excuse for you to make myself feel better?
It clearly that, things had changed. I have no value for you anymore, thus, you dont even find me?
I already tried not to think much. If it's not because that you dont have enough people, will you still ask us? I doubt so. Im so sorry. I know im wrong. But if i really not happy with it, you cant force me to smile in front of everyone right? Why do i still have to deal with all this shit? urghh.