Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Weakness.

Its been a long time since i last updated, i guess? HAahha. Its been a hectic period. Assignments and exams. Sighh. But im doing good! :D Im capable in doing everything. Anyway, i thought i knew myself well enough. However, its a totally new knowledge to let me learn about myself. I just started to see all my weaknesses. Im such a perfectionist, especially in terms of golf. I will not allow myself to have any faulty hits. People said, when you hit bad, hit some cover shots, and it will be fine again, it's not the end of the world. However, i didnt realise i always expect myself to hit every shot with perfect impact and swing, just to get the ball to reach the desire distance. If not, i will be damn moody that i can even throw temper. Bad thing, yung. Next, Im sensitive. I hate people judging. -.- Prolly because what people's opinions towards me or prolly a particular human causes it. -.- But damn. I hate that. -.- I shouldnt care anything. Furthermore, Im insecure. I assume a lot. Which i think kind of annoys people. But if I didnt care, I wouldnt even spend time to assume. I think I need to put in more effort to be a better person. I will never give up. Trying to learn to control myself, manage myself. :) Good days ahead!

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