Myself.

Currently in Germany, blogging about this. Kinda thought about myself abit after the lecture about perfect speech. I may look cheerful and happy from the outside, trying to keep myself happy, but I tend to have a lot of negative thoughts about others. Which sort of defeats me, and making me feel bad. I cant help to hate things that people around do. Even just a small thing and doesnt really matter to anyone. :/ I should not be so judgmental anymore. :(

Summer School

Will soon be leaving for my summer school trip. I was supposed to be very excited, but somehow the group of friends kind of demotivates me. Instead, I will miss all my working friends. No matter how tired I am, I dont regret working for Merchant's Lane. People showered me with love, endlessly. Im so blessed to have them in my growing years. I know I will not have similar chance anymore, but oh well, I have some experience that other dont? The only positive thing I could think of. Special thanks to Ken Tan and Jun. I cant imagine life in BB or Merchants to be the same without you guys. YOU ARE AWESOME! Another irreplaceable working partners. :3

The last paper of Sem 5.

I remember the last post was about how stressful is my Sem 5 and how I complain about people. Time flies, and its finally the last paper in 32 hours time. I really tried my best to study real hard for this semester, one thing is to prove that im able to manage my time properly, doing what i love at the same time. I must say, everything went so well. Of course, there were so many challenges in between, and look, I embraced them all and went through it. I believe, Im now having a better me, with a true self. Im really afraid of people discriminating me, thus, making me timid and dont speak often. I always say things wrongly, and people will start to discriminate me, in the way that, "you backstab me, i dont want to talk to you", but I was just telling the truth. :( Anyhow, Im glad for being who I am today. I need more improvement, I know. But oh well, we are all learning right.. It takes time, not too long though. Lets do this together, mates!