Broken.

 Went Tarot reading today. Havent got anyone acknowledged my feelings ever since everything happens. The Tarot reader pointed out how terrible things were, how badly i was being treated, how did I not able to express myself. I dont know how. She asked if i want to let it go, or hoping things can be back together. I cant tell, I honestly dont know. I know I need to let go, but i dont want to. All I want is him. Despite she had pointed how annoyed he is with me, how much he dislikes me, and he already has someone hes interested in. I had no idea what did i do wrong, i really dont know. Im tired of being me. Im so broken in and out, that i dont know what else i can do.