Girl, appreciate what you have.

Girl, do you know that you actually have the best family, best support and best people by your side?
I know you're still young to think bout any of these things.
Anyway, you have the best golf set, please take care of it.
Even mine are not as good as yours, but i appreciate what i have.
You have the best support from your mum who willing to send you here and there for golf practices EVERYDAY.
So, stop complaining.
You get to go to course for at least once a week when i only get to go course like twice a year?
Dont get lazy and do what you're supposed to do.
You have the best coach with another 4 assistants that can teach you everyday.
Eventhough we have the same coach, he hardly even comes to my bay to teach me a single thing.
Even i dont have the best golf set, dont have a really supportive family, barely get to see the golf course, no one tells me what to do at what time...
I appreciate what i own.
I'm grateful that i have a golf set.
I'm grateful that i can go for 2 times of golf game a year.
I'm grateful that an assistant of our coach willing to train me.
Even i have mistake, i learn from what i did and accept what i did wrongly.
Please stop your bad habits like overestimate yourself.
And listen to people advices. Dont always give the damn face when you're only 11.
You have a long way to go. High school is not as easy you think.
We are supposed to appreciate what we have. :D

Invisible.

These days, I was thinking, friends are what to me?
I still remember when i was in primary school, everyone was saying friends forever.
It's so fake to me now.
People can just forget you, like you've never exist.
Whatever, best friend forever, BFF, it's just a piece of shit to me.
People are selfish. That's human's nature.
There might be minority of them outside the world, any corner, who are exceptional.
But guess what, majority people just think bout themselves.
And i guess i'm one of them.
I used to trust freindships.
After several times being betrayed, I will never trust anyone.
I thought I had a really good time when I was in primary school.
But, recently, I found out, not even one of them remember me.
I felt like a little ant at a side, alone.
No one realise that I was actually their classmate.
Based on this experience, I can make another statement.
No one will remember me after my high school graduation.
Even how hard i try to make something that worth people remembering.
Do not blame me when i do something really selfish.
i am who i am.
I've tried to stay positive. I just want attention.
From certain people who i really care.
But nevermind. It's nothing to me now.
Thank you, schoolmates. For giving such a memorable time. T-T

French Macarons.

It's my sister's birthday. She always wanted to buy herself macarons.

But it's too expensive for a tiny one.

And now, I'm going to make her plenty. :D

For her birthday.

I've never do this before. i just wish my macarons will look good at least in front of the camera.

It's okay if it taste like poo. LOL. But better not.

Wish me good luck.

Do you know the person in the mirror?

When you have quarrels or fights with your friends, why dont you think about yourself?
Think whether it's your friends' or your problems.
If it yours, change it and apologise to the person that you disappoint.
If it's not you, turn away and dont look back.
It might be your friends' problem.
But, before anything happens, try to solve the problem.
In order to save your friendship.
Prevent is better than cure.
Look in the mirror.
Understand the person in the mirror.
Look into yourself, stop being selfish and childish.
Be a better person. :)

Unexpected.

Hi, people. It's been a very very long time since i last updated my blog.
So, I'm back here to type. Wow. Such a great news.
Anyway, I am so lucky to get chosen for the national service.
AWESOME. What an unexpected news.
So, dear Malaysia.
I'm now ready to serve you. :D
Just let me finish my SPM as soon as possible. It's freaking me out.
Though I'm not studying very hard which i supposed to. :X
I pray so hard with my knee bent, finger-crossed.
To get the best result i can for the coming trial.
I'm working hard. Just not that hard.
Yung, just pay a little more attention, work a little harder, you can do it.
People usually say that to comfort themselves.
The truth is:
PAY A LOT MORE ATTENTION, WORK VERY HARD, STAY UP LATE.
To get a little better result. =.=
Trust me. That's the real part, everyone.
This is how realistic a world is. Accept that.
Who asked God made you as a human who lives in such a wonderful country. :)

Daebak! :D
Signing off- Yung. BYE~

I'm not perfect. But i was born this way.

Well. Yeah. I'm not perfect.
I'm just a random girl who walks in the school's hallway.
Lucky that i didnt got slushied.
Anyway, just someone with some not really good academic.
With okay-grade of co-curricular.
Learn music.
But, who cares...
I'm not the person that show things out.
Okay, I do. Only to people i'm really close with.
I wonder why people like to compare themselves with others.
No one in this world is perfect. Neither you are.
It just hurts your own feeling when you fail.
You're born this way. So just accept who you are. :)

조권♥가인

I've been watching "we got married" recently.

For Adam couple, which made up of Jokwon (2am) and Gain (B.E.G).

They're totally awesome.

They knew each other before the show.

they acted awkwardly at the beginning of the show.

Eventually, Slowly, Gradually..

They fell in love.

And the song " we fell in love" is produced.

They started to know each other better.
Care for each other, make fun of each other.

Share their best and worst moment together.

Jokwon even made Gain a song, The day i confessed.

They had their first kiss in Bali.

Happy things will always come to an end.

They had their 1st anniversary with SeuLong and Jea at Jejudo.

It was a success.

They appreciate each other.

They had their second Christmas together.

Jokwon sang Gain "Happy Go".

They had a kiss there too.

A few episodes after that, they are called to seperate a.k.a divorce.

Fans were all so sad.

They end their marriage at the radio station Shim Shim Ta Pa.

The place where they first sang their duet, We fell in love.
After that, they ended their last time in the wedding house.

Jokwon made Gain to leave him a message.

Whille she was thinking what to say..

He went out sneakily.

He made a surprise for her.
She was toally touched and speechless.

Just keep saying Thank you.
People in studio already cried like nobody's business.

So am I.

They shouldn't be seperated.

Fans are requesting to re-marry them.

But from what i saw from the Internet.

They divorced due to the busy-tight schedule.

I hope they can really get together.

But it seems like it wont happen.

After their casting in All My Love.

They were said to have feeling as siblings more than as couple.

They are perfect match. ♥