Sigh.

Can I really go near you, hug you tightly and never let you go again? I know I cant. I really dont want to dream anymore, I want everything in reality. If everything would be a dream, why not be cruel to me, and let me suffer the pain. I rather choose that than, having a good time, ended up breaking my dream, happy time all again. I cant afford anymore, really. I like you, I love you, but I'm keeping the distance too. Sigh. Please help me anyone.