Surprise

Surprisingly, i cried for you again. Sigh. It isnt even my fault, but i really dont know why did i cry for. Why is loving a person is such a hard job? Or is it just you. I realised i did not fall out of love. And im still dying here. Great. I didnt expect myself to check on your whatsapp, to see whether youre online, to see whether youll be talking to me. Maybe im just again, your toy, someone you would play with when you have nothing else to do. Please dont do that to me. If its my wrong, i would apologise, but i hope you dont use the love i have to destroy me. Sigh.