Day #20: Frustration.

I got so frustrated recently. And im really really tired about everything. Im so alone to hold on everything. Im moving out tomorrow. So many things to take care of. I want someone that i can talk to, i can tell everything. I know my friends are they, but in some way, its just not the same. Its 2am, and im still here blogging. I wish you can even text me a bit and ask me whether im okay. Prolly not anymore. How much i need you, further you run away. Im dying here. I cant hold any longer. I really hate people asking me to stay strong. Why cant i just be myself? Im all gone. As you wish.